Lights out (hymn too)

This burns so much inside
In one eye I cry tears of flames
While drowning in your sorrows
And out the other I cry tears of purple rain
‘Cause look who I became
Look what I've become
And if I'm not well, and I'm all dried out
Then where does the water run
Cause I, I have known
That you've been there before
And all I've done
All I've done
Is blame you for my wrongs

But it isn't you
It's been me
It’s been me the whole time

So if this is light out
Is it over
Will I ever see you again

Now I can't give back what you gave to me
‘Cause I'm at the point of no return
But the price I pay was the guilt inside
In exchange for something I never earned
Look what I did
Versus what I've done
Like all those times I told you what you wanted to hear
Instead of exactly what I want

But it wasn't you
It’s been me
It's been me the whole fucking time

So it this is lights out
Is it over
Will I ever see you again

I loved you in every kind of way
Please don't make me say it again
I'd still be down but you took a different avenue
And I'm gone away
But I won't stop loving you
No I won't
No I won’t, no I won’t, and maybe
Maybe if we see the changes
We wanna see in each other
We could turn the lights back on
We could turn the lights back on
But I don’t want
But I don’t wanna stop
Don’t wanna stop being just who I am
I don’t wanna stop
Being just who I am