Head over heels

I miss the way you make me feel
So cold and alone, so cold and alone
I miss the way you make me wait
By the telephone to tell you i'm trying to get by
Learning how to tie my own noose
Because you win and i lose
It's been so hard but you've been so smooth

So play it off and pretend
You never know what you got yourself into
I'll play it off and pretend
I never meant a word i said
Now i'm starting to realize
That getting lost in your eyes
Was the worst move, you win and i lose

Forever isn't long enough
To get over giving so much up
To someone who will throw it all away
And a smile can only hide so much
I choose death over your touch
I fell head over heels into my grave

I count my lucky stars
I thank god i've seen a smile like yours
But don't take it as a compliment
Just know it's straight from the heart
Now i'm driving around yeah to get lost
Just to find myself at any cost
If i hit the brakes my heart will stop
I'm taking comfort in the dark
I keep saying i know your not mine
But i'm praying that you'll be alright
Because it's hard to let go of the ones you love
And i keep hoping for the best
As this wound heals in my chest
I know one day my best will be enough

I miss the way you make me feel so cold and alone