The loss

Sick with myself
But I've got no one else
So I give it to myself
It's the only thing that helps

It's the same thing
This pain thing
That keeps me from sleeping
And screaming that
God I must be motherfucking dreaming

And I can rest in peace
And at least cease to be
Cease to see those things in me
That make me wanna cease to breath

And ceased to need
And ceased to feed
Sickness that's in me
This is all that I can be
I can't breath as I bleed

I don't know why I cut myself
God, give me a sign or help
I wont cry it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

I know that my minds near the end
God, I hurt myself and fell
I wont cry it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

Have you ever met a living legend
Just a real friend
Who planned his end?
And where do I began
You said it was pretend
And when the bullet went through
It took more then just you
It took two it was you
It was me and suddenly

How can someone say they're helpless?
And then they act so selfish
You put me through hell with this
So fuck you
Lets just end this

And what about our friendship?
And what you did was senseless
You thought you found an exit
Like I said let's end this!

I don't know why I cut myself
God, give me a sign or help
I wont cry it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till theres nothing left

I know that my minds near the end
God, I hurt myself and fell
I wont cry it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

I just wanna say goodbye
Disappear with no one knowing
I don't wanna live this lie
Smiling to the world unknowing

I don't want you to try
You've done enough to keep me going
I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I'll be fine for the very last time

I don't know why I cut myself
God, give me a sign or help
I wont cry it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left

I know that my minds near the end
God, I hurt myself and fell
I wont cry it'll be fine
I'll take my last breath
Push it out my chest
'Till there's nothing left