Underneath every smile

So sick of screaming my lungs out
We both lose
You're never making a damn sound
Can't keep my cool
And I'm thinking it's my time
To crawl back inside my mind
Am I wasting a second of air?

It's getting hard at the nights grow darker
I realized suffering is far from done
My dreams have won
What a waste of my precious time you've been
I have to give up, I have to give up

When the cards are down
And the space finally clears
Hopefully you know
I'd go trough hell and back for you

So sick of screaming my lungs out
We both lose
You're never making a damn sound
Can't keep my cool
And I'm thinking it's my time
To crawl back inside my mind
Am I wasting a second of air?

Why was it so easy to let me down?
I always thought better of you
It's coming back around

You let me relieve my very worst nightmare
I tried so hard. I tried so hard
Why was is so easy to let me down?
I tried so hard. I tried so fucking hard

Speak now or forever be deceived
I tried so hard. I tried so hard
Why was it so easy to let me down?
I tried so hard. I tried so fucking hard
It's coming back around