Everthing is real?

thousand rivers from the same tear
protects me keeps me safe
wheel of fortune shapes the landscape
record memories on tape

still the thought of happiness haunts me
like a lost soul in a house
maybe one day it will catch me
and give me the skill to breathe

sequensce my thoughts
cuz nothing seems real
keep my heart in steady beat as i download the end

do you believe in anything
the pieces play a game
do you believe anything is real
struggle to harvest the seed that breeds shame
the pieces play a game
do you believe anything is real....
tell me how it feels

i have no will, no soul, no courage
only oil runs through my heart
can't feel no pain
can't feel sorrow and i've never experienced joy

how would it be to make a choice
walking through the days of wonder
confused i wait for death
unable to lie to rest

sequensce my thoughts
cuz nothing seems real
keep my heart in steady beat as i download a soul

do you believe in anything
the pieces play a game
do you believe anything is real
struggle to harvest the seed that breeds shame
the pieces play a game
do you believe anything is real....
tell me how it feels

now i know what it feels to hate
destructive with intention
and i know the lust of love
and the pain that you've carried

my courage makes me bleed
my body is de-composing
my envy for a soul...
mistake

you would believe anything
the pieces play a game
you would believe everything is real
you struggle to harvest the seed that breeds hate
the pieces play a game
you would believe everything is real....
tell me how it feels (to have a soul)