Permission to fall

You were always near to tell me what I could do
Should do
Always by my side to point me the right way
Your way
I admired you for easily making everything so clear
While I listened to you there was nothing to fear
I could count on you depend on you. Have your protection
Your direction
I had the whole wide world spinning in the living room
Ghost room
It was funny how you would cheer me up if I agreed
That I would be the best among all if I wasn't me
Permission to fall, to crack up
To not understand the mission
Permission to wake up and breath
All I wanted was your permission
It was so difficult being your highest hope ever
To cope ever
I needed to be loved so much that I would always accept
Always neglect
None of the rules applied to me if I went non-stop
I had to leave things behind to go ahead the clock