Lying to myself

I gotta make a change
Even if it kills me
No more shit
Shot in these veins

Too many years
Lived half alive
Fucked on drugs
Lost in space
Lying to myself
Can't stand the sight
Of my own face

I know I can do it
Cause I've done it before
I know I can fail
Cause I've done it more
I try to be positive
But only dwell on the negative
I'd try to tell you different
But I'd only be
Lying to myself
Can't stand the sight
Of my own face