Whiskey and weed

What's this condition? Some conviction?
It's hard to tell
Call it affliction or addiction
Some call it hell
You've said there's somethin' worth havin'
Beyond this place
And I believed you, yes I still do
So I drift away

With whiskey and weed and the secrets I keep
To help me forget who I am
Needles in veins and cigarrette stains
I roll like a train down the track
'Cause when you're so far gone you don't come back

Wanted to be good, and I thought I could
But it's hard to change
When I am restless and reckless
As the sinners say
And I swear I tried so hard I can't seem to stop
The satisfaction or distraction from what I'm not

So it's whiskey and weed and the secrets I keep
To help me forget who I am
Needles in veins and cigarrette stains
I roll like a train down the track
'Cause when you're so far gone you don't come back

Whiskey and weed and the secrets I keep
Help me forget who I am
Needles in veins and cigarrette stains
I roll like a train down the track
'Cause when so you're so far gone you don't come back
And I'm so far gone I can’t go back
When so you're so far gone you don't come back