Disappear (remember when)

Some days I feel like a saint, I'm so alive
Some days I can't make any moves
It's like I have no spine
Can't do anything right
And when midnight comes I've run out of time to
Make some kind of difference
But I realize I constantly overlook the impact I've made
Maybe I'm longing to change my own face
To make you proud, I wanna make you proud
When you're looking down on me

My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask god questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now

But I'm a selfish broken heart and how I got this far
Coping with the thought of holding you a minute longer in my arms
Is beyond me, I set you free, but I feel so guilty cause
I take every sunrise for granted
Sometimes I forget your voice, I can't stand it
Am I wrong for moving on

A product of a free world
Take wing over the coast of a better day
I'm stuck in my dark days
But I can be stronger than you remember
We're coming up on December (but I'm not cold)

My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask god questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now

But I'm a selfish broken heart
I wanna see what you see
I wanna be where you are

My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask god questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now

Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head, up high say it's all better child
Remember when I was alone and, crying out
You will be missed
But I know youre all better now

Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head, up high say it's all better child
Remember when I was alone and, crying out
You will be missed
But I know youre all better now

Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head, up high say it's all better child
Remember when I was alone and, crying out
You will be missed
But I know youre all better now

Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head, up high say it's all better child
Remember when I was alone and, crying out
You will be missed

But I know you're all better now