Darkest before the dawn

I am seeker a finder, a redeemed reminder
Of all that's been given and lost
I have been weathered and beaten, by each changing season
Sometimes it's hard to see past the cost

I want to be near You, I know that You'll come through
Even though I'm not sure what that means
I feel You are breathing, whispering, and scheming
There's something going on behind scenes

I, I want to know, I want to know Your name
I'm living for Your glory and Your fame
Circumstances can't move me, I am pressing on
I'm living for a brighter day
It's darkest before dawn

When I can't seem to see You and I'm stumbling to find You
I'm confident that I am not alone
When heart feels like grieving and the enemy's deceiving
I draw on strenght I know is not my own
My lifestyle is violent, my dreams are not silent
I'm grateful for Your touch but I want more
So I pray for a breakthrough, I'm not determined to find You
You're all I love and all that I adore