Let me win it

Write it on my sheets
Every night in my sleep
So that i can stop chewing on my tongue
Every day of the week,
Yesterday on repeat
I don’t wanna watch this again.
I smoke to forget all the things i regret
All the promises i made
Didn’t do what i said now
I’m sitting in a bed that she made
Bet you think that i should lie down,
But i don’t wanna lie down,
No i don’t wanna lie down.

Cause when i think that love will get me through this,
I run away it’s a little too perfect.
I get high and say things like i love you babe.
When i'm confined,
I’ll find a way out there,
I get high cause i suffocate down there.
If you’re right, and this life really is just a game
I wanna win it, let me win it, let me win it this time
Whoa.

I’m sick of looking down in my face
I wish that i could shout down down put it in his place
Wish that i could change my faith a
Nd erase all the praying that i did
To be great hoping that i would never see the day
That i was gonna be great,
But only on my own,
So forgive me
If i let it ring when you call me up on the telephone.

Cause when i think that love will get me through this,
I run away it’s a little too perfect.
I get high and say things like i love you babe.
When i'm confined,
I’ll find a way out there,
I get high cause i suffocate down there.
If you’re right, and this life really is just a game
I wanna win it, let me win it, let me win it this time
Whoa.