Goodbye (i'm sorry)

Time has run out for me,
Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe
It's so hard, lost in the world's confusion
And I need to leave for a while,
Life is so meaningless, there is nothing worth a smile
So goodbye, I'll miss you

I'm sorry, but this is my fate,
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me,
I'm not worth any tears

It's been the years of abuse,
Neglected to treat the disorder that controlled my youth for so long,
I'm in a fleshy tomb burried up above the ground
It's no use, why should I hold on? It's been five years, don't need one more
So goodbye, life's abuse