Starting over

He's all right, he's all wrong
He's a player, he's a dumb
He's my friend, he's my foe
I just can't leave him, I can't go

I got my reasons, I've got my pride
We got these kids, we got these ties
We had this love, I had these dreams
So falling apart at it seems

He's my man when we're at home
And it can hurt if I don't know
All his secrets, all his lies
I just keep pushing 'em out my mind

I wish that everybody would stop judgin'
Point in fingers it's cuttin'
My heart is broken and I'm opening feeling so bad

I gotta make decisions
I'm strong, but who am I kidding?
I'll be OK, but this love is tearing me in half

Nobody wants to be the one breakin' up
I'm down on my knees and praying for this love
I'm in love, I'm still in love
I just don't think that it's enough
I can feel it gettin' colder
I'm afraid of starting over

He makes me feel like a child
He makes me happy when he smiles
He makes me sad, he makes me mad
I wanna give him all I have

And I have tried to treat him good
Show support like I should
Did my part, he's my heart
And I've been faithful from the start

He's my man when we're at home
And it can hurt if I don't know
All his secrets, all his lies
I just keep pushing 'em out my mind

I wish that everybody would stop judgin'
Point in fingers it's cuttin'
My heart is broken and I'm opening feeling so bad

I gotta make decisions
I'm strong, but who am I kidding?
I'll be OK, but this love is tearing me in half

Nobody wants to be the one breakin' up
I'm down on my knees and praying for this love
I'm in love, I'm still in love
I just don't think that it's enough
I can feel it gettin' colder
I'm afraid of starting over

To save this life we built together
We need another chance
It's like my whole life
And my existence
He holds in his hands
In his hands!

Nobody wants to be the one breakin' up (Oh!)
(Yeah) I'm down on my knees (Down on my knees)
And praying for this love (For his love)
Yeah!
I'm in love, I'm still in love
I just don't think that it's enough
I can feel it gettin' colder
The time has come for starting over