Blaming myself

Dance of thoughts inside my mind i feel strange i don't feel fine and my nightmares wake up late at night I fight sadness that's my war It's too late i'm getting bored I look into my mirror and i see just a fuckin' asshole
Head full of shit that's what remains and i'm afraid that i'm goin' insane I hate my self
No I hate my brain
My heart is screaming but i'm not listening
Everything useless when your fuckin' mind just blames I see the grey sky it's falling upon my head
Next time you'll meet me please kill me