Here when gone

I am a woman haunted by hands
Even though i'm alone
Traces of pompey
Across my skin
And an invisible map
Of where you've been
It's dry road to idaho
A thirsty tongue across the land
And soil so dry
You could swallow an entire man
Took the first road out of town
Hoping that you were just skin deep
Well i feel you like
Some sort of phantom limb
Beside me when i sleep
Cause you are here when gone
You are here when gone
You are here when gone
You are here when gone
I watch another grey day unfold
It's dusty wings
Sometimes i wish i were more like
Rocks and stones and things
Sometimes i wish my heart
Were not like flowers at all
That way i wouldn't get butterflies
When you called
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And the night swallows itself
You can see it in the stars
The moon blinks it's tired eyes
I may be a thousand miles to nowhere
Does that make me lost or found?
Oh - is it that relative to if you're around?
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And some birds abandon their young
Cause the instinct is too strong to fly
Well i feel like abandoning
My guitar and my books and i'm afraid
I don't know why
Cause you are here when gone
You are here when gone
You are here when gone
You are here when gone