Hard to grow up

I wake up feeling crazy
Keep losing people, just lost my mom
So difficult to fathom that they're gone

I could go out and party
But nothing kills my pain
So helpless and there's no one I can blame

And it's hard to grow
Hard to grow up, grow up
Hard to grow
Hard to grow up, grow up
Yeah

Planning for tomorrow
But living day-to-day
Playing hard has always been my way

Now, many things are changing
And still they stay the same
But now my life is much more than I gained

Don't you know, it's so
Hard to grow
Hard to grow up, grow up
Hard to grow
Hard to grow up, grow up
Hard to grow
Hard to grow up, grow up

Carefree day
Feeling left far, far away

How do we end this story, my friend?
How does it end this story, my friend?
How do we end this story, my friend?

Hard to grow
Hard to grow up, grow up
Hard to grow
Hard to grow up, grow up
Show up, show up
So hard to grow up
Yeah