I may again know john

Goodnight friends
Remember me if you loved me
Mother Nature's slaughtered me
Remember me if you loved me
Mother Nature's slaughtered me
Love me
I thought I saw a light
Ahhhhhhh, no
All I saw was the place
Where I'd [?]
And I've gotta know what it wanted with me
Well, and if you've gotta face exploring
And what you know is bringing your ass down, John
Your ass down
John!
Oh John, where are you?

We'd known as l that we'd met
Oh, I am alone
And life goes on

I have seen through lines of lies
Well, at least tell me
Is it a mad, mad choice?

Hidden in a place of darkness
Heaven is so cold with blackness
You have seen her show
But do you know where you'd go?

I have seen through lines of lies
Well, at least tell me
Is it a mad, mad choice?

It's been so long
Since I've seen the sun
Yeah life lasts so long
That the harm is all gone

It's been so hard
We'll sing the song
Yeah life lasts so long
That the harm is gone