Heaven or hell

Rap:
She dissed me
When she walked out the door
She kissed me
Luis Luggage on the floor
GaisinG plus
The room was misty
I felt the slight urge
Telling me to wisen up
I can't provise her
She dead in the right
The Don's a jiver
I lost
The most powerful piece
My queen
Broke her heart in 66 ways
For some bitches and schemes
The only thing
She left was a rose
And left the rolls
In front of the building
Now how the fuck
My pain got exposed

We done come to a point
Where it can't be
Denied no more
I don't even understand
What we're still in this for
I didn't mind the sacrifice
To keep our love alive
But something died so long ago
just can't be revived
There comes a time
You've got to face the situation
And make a choice in life
We're caught up
In a state of hesitation
And that just won't suffice
Don't get me wrong
I done thought this through
The way you hold me
Used to console me
Now all I feel is
The emptiness in you

Chorus:
What do I believe in
Heaven or hell
I don't believe in heaven
Cause I'm living in hell
And that's my life with you

You sang
My praises everyday
You used to tell me
How you needed me
I know how proud
You were that day
I brought home my degree
But you had dreams
And all I wanted
Was for you see them through
And through it all I forgot
That I once had dreams too
I should have had the sense
To pay attention
Cause something told me to
The road to hell is paved
With good intentions
And Lord knows it's true
The years that I gave
Where they all in vain
Used to adore me
Now you ignore me
How could I know
We would end up this way

(Chorus)

What hurts me most deep inside
Now that I'm letting go
You seem surprised
I watched your back
For so many years now
You used to act
Like you were holding
Your career down
It's not the dreams
I kissed good-bye
It's that we used to be a team
And now we live this lie
What's past is past
Now listen well
I'm leaving your ass
Cause I'm living in hell