Begin again

Starting again
Falling up,soaring down
With my head in the clouds
Try to reach for the ground
But the world's disappeared

Honestly, lavender, pretty disaster
Gotta a story behind royal eyed
Faking laughter
And I cry to myself but nobody else

Oh, I can't believe what have I done
To get me here
I've lost myself
Now I need help

I'm going down in flames
And the fire's stinging
Only leaving scars in its place
Lay my head into my hands
What have I come to?
Mend these battle wounds
Begin again

Habits are made from a bouquet of troubles
And hitting the deck is an obvious humble
Like I do to myself
Always I slumber in pieces of ash and glass
Sullen to daylight conversing a new attack
So give regards
My heart's turning dark

I'm as a fragile as a bee
Without the sweet and two free wings
Caving in, I start to scream

I'm going down in flames
And the fire's stinging
Only leaving scars in its place
Lay my head into my hands
What have I come to?
Mend these battle wounds
Begin again

What have I become?
Funny how I try
And I go along and I follow the lead
Let it take over me to begin again

I'm going down in flames
And the fire's stinging
Only leaving scars in its place
Lay my head into my hands
What have I come to?
Mend these battle wounds
Begin again (x2)