It's hard to be me

Got another post-card today
This one was post-marked Santa Fe
All she had to say what thanks
For giving her the space
She was needing
Got out all her other cards tonight
And I've been pouring over every line
But the more I do
The less I think I like, what I'm reading

Chorus:
There isn't one wish you were here
I miss you my dear
I want you to know
I can't wait to come home
Not one single line saying distance in time
Is making me see
I'm really all that she needs
With every picture post-card she sends
There's a picture I'm starting to get
That feeling from me
I hope is there in her heart
Cause it's not meant to be
No it's not in the cards

Here's one I got a week ago
It's from Sananta Mexico
Where there should have been an "I love you"
She wrote Adios, at the bottom
I tried to reach her if I thought it would help
But the cards are speaking for themselves
And I've got to play and though the hand she delt
Ain't a hot one

Chorus:
There isn't one wish you were here
I miss you my dear
I want you to know
I can't wait to come home
Not one single line saying distance in time
Is making me see
I'm really all that she needs
With every picture post-card she sends
There's a picture I'm starting to get
That feeling from me I hope is there in her heart
Cause it's not meant to be
No it's not in the cards

With every picture post-card she sends
There's a picture I'm starting to get
That feeling from me
I hope is there in her heart
Cause it's not meant to be
No it's not in the cards

Oh, no,no,no
No it's not in the cards
Bye, bye baby
Cause it's not in the cards
(Nice knowing you B****)