Blue period

Overly enthused, easily confused. Do you really even
have to ask, why you feel so,
why you feel so used? Common
obligations, common
complications. She said to me
in the dark, that it was just
like suicide and that you
really don't want to die but
you've said it so many times.
Like a musical trend you see
it as a phase. Predictable
film with a forgettable end.
Why does boy meet girl leave
me feeling ripped off? The
police have been tipped off.
Following a trail of denial
they've all got my file,
saying [something] You say
keep your chin up. Here we
are in the open air. The glow
of our godless season, we're fighting for no reason we
both want the same things.
And its just like suicide, I
really don't want to die, but
we've been through this so
many times. Its just like
suicide, I really don't want
to die, but the choice ain't mine.