Magician

I've been hypnotized by dead guys
By body bags, by cop car rides
Mother priest and I
But this ain't gods fight

I can't think of some days I've lived
Some things I've done without getting sick
My stomach fucking churns
And my bullet wounds still burn

Father forgive me for I've sinned
I've killed before and I'll kill again
I just can't wear a grin
Because of how hard its been
Sometimes I sit and think
If I pull the trigger it'll make them blink
And then you'll see what I've done
Or who I have become

I've been hypnotized by dead guys
By body bags, by cop car rides
Mother priest and I
But this pain don't die

Everyone that I know
Is in a cage or in a hole
I can't touch my friends
I can only touch this pen
And it bleeds like when
The knife went in
That night I recall I did it again
I was waiting out in the street
A brand new piece of meat
And as I lie there bleeding to death
A man came up and he gave me breath
And he said this through his words
He said destroy the earth

I've been hypnotized by dead guys
By body bags, by cop car rides
Mother give it up
No one gives a fuck

Days like this I reminisce
And I wish they didn't miss
Wish they aimed a little higher
Left me laying in my piss

It goes like this:
The devils taken all my friends
I've been to hell twice and I ain't going back again
A two time loser, and I ain't even human
And this body isn't mine its just something I'm using
I can leave it anytime shoot up in the sky
And ask that motherfucker why
Why does everything I touch die?
He said you know why
I wasn't really curious I had to hear you say it
To make sure I wasn't dreaming
To make sure I wasn't hypnotized
By a magician swinging his watch in front of my eyes

Hypnotized
By magician swinging that watch in front of my eyes