Deep inside

I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead, not thinking straight
Inside my body troubled, full of hate
I have to let it out, before it's too late

Deep inside (it can hide)

Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and crawling from deep inside

Why won't it fade?
Outside I have to lie - I'm ok
I hope someday I'll stop getting claimed
I guess this is the life I have made

Deep inside (it can hide)

Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and crawling from deep inside

What am I doing? I can't believe this
I have been hiding, wanting to be less
Giving to people, they take from me
Always they're bringing drama to me

Look, look at me now
Now!

Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime?
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crawling from deep inside

I can't stand all of this fucking pain
Please God just go away
Please God just make the pain