Full of sorrow

It ain't fading
Man I got to let it out
Am I quitting?
Screaming nothing ever come out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour outGive me some courage
Beating me down the (?) sometime
Are you laughing AM I FUNNY
I hate INSIDE
I hate INSIDEI take this time
To let out what's inside
Cause I will panic
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You may bestow my pride
And all this hate is bottled up insideMy heart is breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as I claw my way outThe hurt rising
Soon it's going to tear my soul out
It's not kosher feeling like I'm on my way outGive me some courage
Beating me down the (?) sometime
Are you laughing AM I FUNNY
I hate INSIDE
I hate INSIDEI'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cause I will panic
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You may bestow my pride
And all this hate is bottled up insideFeeling the haze as they cut down my spine
Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind
You're going to pay this timeI'll take this time
To let out what's inside
Cause I will panic
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You may bestow my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside