Need to

I, I am confused
Fighting myself
Wanting to give in
Needing your help
Skin cold with fear
Feel it when we touch
Outside don't know you
But inside I'm fucked

Can you see it in me?
Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted
With what I have done
You pull me closer
I push you away
You tell me it's okay
I can't help, but feel the pain

I hate you
(Why are you taken?)
I love you
(I feel so helpless)
Why is it you?
(Ripping my insides each time I'm here with you)
(Why do I cry?)
(Why do I really need to?)

Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Fuck you, bitch
Ugh

Need To
Need To
Need To
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck

I hate you
(Why are you taken?)
I love you
(I feel so helpless)
Why is it you?
(Ripping my insides each time I lay with you)
(Why do I try?)
(Why do I really fucking need to?)

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Slut