Lookin out my window

Hello... (whooowhooowhowho)...
I've been hoping... hoping
I keep waiting... waiting
Waiting on my life for a time want I could say

I'm looking out my fish bowl watching time in life past me by
Now I'm wondering why and how I get in this place and this situation
I wish I could grow some wings and fly out of this dream
Cause it's a nightmare
All I do is go with through the motion
Without a ''purpus'' or a person next to me so I'm holding
Onto hoping a open pray or wish and a dream
That one day I'd get out of here and finally be free

Now I'm starring out the window
To see what is out there?
Is anything out there?
Is there anything out there for me?
Now I'm starring out the window
To see who is out there
Is anybody out there?
Is anyone is listening
I'm starring out this window
Hello world is me!

Hello me I'm the shadow of laughter
Hello me, I'm the waking disaster
Hello is me, on the edge of the raptors
With a rope and ladder you know it really don't madder to me
I've been hiding inside myself
Lying and trying to defile myself
Want everybody out there is going for sale
I'm slowly falling seeking down closer to hell
Hello...

Now I'm starring out the window
To see what is out there?
Is anything out there?
Is there anything out there for me?
Now I'm starring out the window
To see who is out there
Is anybody out there?
Is anyone is listening
I'm starring out this window
Hello world is me!

I want to{... } what is like to being one {... } in a place real far
Yeah far from here, far from home, far from everything I know
I just want to move away, plant my seed and make it grow
Watch it blossom in the sun, beautiful and chillax
Create my home waiting future's
Get away from this cloud
Right now I hurt searching for something that's right
So until my time comes I keep on hoping tonight will be my last night... What what...

Now I'm starring out the window
To see what is out there?
Is anything out there?
Is there anything out there for me?
Now I'm starring out the window
To see who is out there
Is anybody out there?
Is anyone is listening
I'm starring out this window
Hello world is me!