What have i become

Lord what have I become, what have I done, done, done (x8)

Im stuck in a maze, so close to my brain
Krayzie loco insane, to the brain as I choke on this haze
Dont know if Im going through a phase
Or is it just part of the game
I walk in the rain, its funny the pain keep on calling my name
My mama keep sayin I need to change, pray to god and be saved
But I just cant see me escaping my ways
As Im cocking my guage, Im clocking my paper
We already cought up, its too late to save us
So tell the mayor dont be comming around here, cause we gon have to blaze em
Struggle in the city life, hussle till we get it right
Muscle when I hit the grind, troubles a good friend of mine
I feel like Ill never get out of the ghetto, Im in this too deep
Too much heat in the streets, they wont let go
Im tired of being broke, living with the poor
Sleeping on the floor, eatin' whatever I stole
Dats me runnin up in that liquor store
Willin to let this pistol smoke
Oh you think its a joke, hurry up and get the doe!

Lord what have I become, what have I done, done, done (x4)

Determination is my motivation, patience aint a virtue
Aint ate or baked in days, either I get paid or I murk you
Its as simple as that, so empty it into the sack
If you hear the clcik of the gat, that mean you walking too slow,
You gotta move quicker than that, cash money
On my mind while my nines on my victim
If you waist any mo time, givin 6-5 time to get here
I might get violent in here, my baby momma wantin child support
This chick be tripping everytime in court
Ah ah, dont you press that panic button
Dont you make me hang you somthing
Dont wanna be the one to take your life, not I
Dear Father, my minds going insane
Its getting harder, am I supposed to maintain
Maybe I should just end it all myself
But than, how would that help if Im doing this to gain wealth
I aint trying to be a killer, Im playing a role
In a movie of life, but its out of control!

Lord what have I become, what have I done, done , done (x4