Breaking walls

I know I owe you, I know I owe you everything
I wish I could pay you, but I couldnt pay you anything

And i know what Id say
And you know what youd do
But please warn me before you do

So I could be prepared
So I could be aware
So I could not be scared

But now it seems these days
I cant see thru the haze
I cant get thru the maze

Im breaking walls again
Alienating friends
Reach out and try to lend
A hand through my defense

I swear ill take it this time

I believe you, I believe you when you say
You had a breakthrough, you had a vision yesterday

But you know what Id say
And you know what youd do
so please warn me before you do

So I could be prepared
So I could be aware
So I could not be scared

But now it seems these days
I cant see thru the haze
I cant get thru the maze