Why didn't i die?

I've put my trust in all your senses
And I've put down all my defences
All to let you peek inside
the abyss that I try to hide

I've tried to open up my eyes
And started lifting my disguise
All to let you peek inside
The darkness that I try to hide

Back in the days, everything seemed allright
Back in the days, the sun was bright (it hurt me)

Why did the darkness go away
Why did I long for the new day
Why did I look up into the sky
Asking myself: Why didn't I die?

I've put my trust in all my senses
And put up all my defences
All to close up again and hide
And not to let you peek inside

I tried so hard to close my eyes
started improving my disguise
All to close up again and hide
And not to let you peek inside.