Saddest smile

People say they like me
But how can I believe
When they also like you
And you’re exactly the one I hate

People sometimes say
That I’m quiet creative
But it’s so confusing
They say it to you as well

I will stay forever alone
In my deep and dark thoughts
In the corner of the bar
Waiting for a good talk

And at some point you ask me why
I’m the one with the saddest smile

I might come across
Very disillusioned
But I do crossword searches all night

You’re living your lives
Beneath the LCD light
Where real love serves you day by day
The lack of sensitivity in you
Is so ugly

And I know
I will stay forever alone
In my deep and dark thoughts
In the corner of the bar
Waiting for a good time

And at some point you ask me why
I’m the one with the saddest smile