What's behind me

I loved you once
But I don't think you ever knew it
I guess I was so scared to lose it
But I never put my heart into it

How did I get here?
What will I do now?
Everything reminds me
A little bit of you somehow
I gotta get back there
Don't tell me it's too late now
God only knows

Oh, how many times can I trip on something behind me?
Oh, I think I'm lost out here I need you to find me

How do I get there?
What will I be then?
Will I be happy?
God only knows, I've been
An agent of ruin
And I don't wanna do it again
Here I go again

Oh, how many times can I trip on something behind me?
Oh, I think I'm lost out here I need you to find me

I shouldn't be shocked, shouldn't be scared, shouldn't be here
I guess I'm not lost if I don't even know where I should go

Oh, how many times can I trip on something behind me?
Oh, I think I'm lost out here I need you to find me

Oh how many times can I trip on something behind me?
I guess I shouldn't be here