Golden age of my negative ways

Sit back and watch the trainwreck
watch me jump off the deep end
I won't lie, my mistakes take up every minute of my life
It's been the downfall of me
that misery just loves my company
and this voice is scared to say
that I don't really mind

Cause it's the golden age of my negative ways
I wouldn't want it any other way today
wouldn't want it any other way

I'm just a codependent
unemployed and unimportant
I won't lie, my missteps
confuse everyone in my life
I don't have an answer
of why I'm always moving backwards
and this voice is scared to say
that I don't really mind
and I always walk the line
between ?
and I don't mind

Cause it's the golden age of my negative ways
I wouldn't want it any other way today
I wouldn't want it any other way