Silenced

I can see so clear in front of me,
What it is I wanted to be.
The voice inside my mouth screams,
Its been said that in what you give is the meaning in the life
But how much can you give to these people you despise?
How much can you stand? You know I gave up my fight?
The tears would not stop falling, I just thought that I would crush
from the pain of an unpure life and from the ...

Pain in Which she gave, it was right
The pain in which i fear it is the darkness in my light
I couldn't stop those tears from falling, they would slip out at night
I know I'll never feel better, the loneliness is fine.

I'm standing in the dark in the cold I'm sure tonight I'll freeze alone.
My mind becomes so numb that there's not bother from this pain (I'm told)
I'll ignore tonight but will tomorrow hold the same rays?
I'm in love with this darkness, I am comfortable in the rain

I'll freeze this great night as I am tainted by the rain
When you find my body tomorrow I'll bet you'll with you weren't in this game.
I know you wish you were frozen because your heart wouldn't be in pain.
I know you wish you were frozen just like me.

Pain in Which she gave, it was right
The pain in which i fear it is the darkness in my light
I couldn't stop those tears from falling, they would slip out at night
I know I'll never feel better, the loneliness is fine
But its never heard.
I move to speak,
But I'm silenced.

This hand blocking my voice.
I go to push the hand away,
To free my voice.
I realize my mouth,
My own hand betrays

So cry inside.
So I try to face
The very Idea that I'd die today

I could tell you how I feel,
But if I did you'd lose yourself too.

I push as hard as I will
To feel free from my own mind,
But it won't let me feel free from
The evil I use to be.