Just words

You need to understand
I need to tell you
All the times I had the chance
I let them pass by
I never knew, till it was to late
I did not think it would be this way
I'm here with all the guilt, and everything to say

I did not appritiate you
I took it for granit, just like I always the
I'm standing all alone
At the end of the line, paying no mind
It happened once, it happened again

Try as I might, I could never explain
When I see you, when I hear your name
Memory gained, bringing it all back
So much pain, driving me insane

I got it wrong
Thinking you were easy
Not listening when they told me
I swore I had you, I thought I could never lose
Too much damage, so many lies, broken promises
Everything cant be forgotten.. The truth is
I used you, I did not realize
Now its to late, I'm sorry
I need so much left to say

Try as I might, I could never explain
When I see you, when I hear your name
Memory gained, bringing it all back
So much pain, driving me insane