Screaming at space

I would have sailed away
If I'd known that nothing would change
Staring out my window sill
In my wasted prison cell

And I know what you want
And I know what you fear
As I cradle your loving
And watch you disappear

And I feel your heartbeat
Pounding in my head
I like to control you
Cause I can't control myself
Myself

Rain,
Come my way
Mold my head
Like a ball of clay
Softly wither into my grave
Never to see, the sun again

All alone in a crowd by myself
So sorry,wish I could find a way
Back into your hole again
But I've become your enemy