The way it really is

I kept talking to myself
I had to get the words out of my head (so I did)
You barely said a thing
You kind of heard me out and then you said (you said)

You're crazy, why do you keep doing this?
Everything is fine
Then I think I'm crazy, I do this all the time
Until I start to think that nothing's even wrong

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just a picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it, the way it really is

Sometimes your intentions are totally impossible to read
What does that mean?
Sometimes even I have no idea what I need
I wish I did

I'm crazy, why do I keep doing this?
Everything is fine
Then you think I'm crazy, I do this all the time
Until I start to think that something's really wrong

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just a picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it, the way it really is

Looking out my window at the big blue sky
Lazy sun is shining and so I run outside
To look for you, I look for you
And then it starts to rain

Maybe I am.. is that the way it really is?
Maybe we're just... a picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it, the way it really is

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just a picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it, the way it really is

Maybe I am hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just a picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be the way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it

Maybe I don't wanna see it
Maybe I don't wanna see it
The way it really is (the way it really is)
The way it really is (the way it really is)

The way it really is