Been through this

You've been through this before
you know where to find me
Someone's aiming at your cellardoor
there's someone behind me

Sister, sister can't you see
that memories surrounds me
I recall what used to be
Love can not blind me

Are you holding up joy
Do you still think it's all about you
with your head on desperate plan
and you can every grain of sand
and still your fingers to my hand
and we don't stand a chance

Searching through a pile of debree
your whole life's down there
Searching makes you feel free
nothing else come

I'm waiting for a change to come
my expectations are low
you know, this is not the time for regret
it's time to let go

Are you holding up joy
Do you still think it's all about you
with your head on desperate plan
and you can every grain of sand
and still your fingers to my hand
wish I could make you understand

Are you holding up joy
I guess we all need to know
Mirror, mirror you see
it's refelecting me
there's a hole in the sea

And you still think it's all about you
when you're kneeling on the floor
like a prisoner of war
still you begging me for more
You know I've been through this before

Are you holding up joy
I guess we all need to know
Mirror, mirror you see
who's refelecting me
Are you missing me?

Are you holding up pride
I guess we all want to know
Mirror, mirror you see
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Are you missing me?