Kinda' the lonely one

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Am I on the blacklist?
How long can this go on?
And, if I pull will you resist?
Are you the bleeding Christ?
And am i the mongrel dog?

If i knew you were so far gone
I'd have run right out and bought you (me/us) a bottle
But then again, you were always kinda' the lonely one

I met an old friend yesterday
He's gone to Vancouver
He just left his wife and kids
What a sly manoeuvre
So drunk the night he left
He was too drunk to recover
Now i'm digging old bones