King of apathy

I'm the king of apathy and I'm reversing your harmony
But I don't understand why I stray.
And to my future son, here's your father's confession
I was just a teenager trying not to drown
I want to hide in the shadows and be like my father
But I don't think I'd be happy anyhow
I'm the king of apathy and I'm reversing your harmony
But I don't understand why I stray?