What's good for me

I ain't no queen of hearts, i go through stages
I fall in love then complicate it
Yeah, you know the feeling
W/out much hope just blind ambition
Pretending that theres nothing missing
I always kept believing that...
More, i thought if i had more i wouldn't get so bored
But everything just left me empty
Love walkin in and out of my door
Wasn't good enough no more
Well i dont trust myself life really sucks and...

[chorus]
First time i did it but i didnt do it
Last time, thats when i really blew it
This time im gonna do it different cuz i know, i know, i know...
If i put everything i have into it
Eventually im gonna get whats good for me

Im just tryin to be creative
But everyones so oppinionated
Wanna tell me what im feeling
Cuz one man's junks another's treasure
When its done its hard to measure or keep on believing that...
More, if only i had more, i wouldnt get so bored
But i know its gonna leave me empty
Life, walkin in and out of my door wasnt good enough no more
Well i dont trust myself im gonna get stuck and...

[chorus]
First time i thought it but i didnt do it
Last time, thats when i really blew it
This time im gonna do it different cuz i know, i know, i know...
If i put everything i have into it
Eventually im gonna get whats good for me

Cuz i dont want to live my life wondering if only i woulda, i shoulda, i coulda... but i didnt cuz i only blame myself
Again...

First time i thought it but i didnt do it
Last time, thats when i really blew it
So this time, this time, this time...
If i put everything i have into it
Eventually im gonna get whats good for me

[chorus]
First time i thought it but i didnt do it
Last time, thats when i really blew it
This time im gonna do it different cuz i know, i know, i know...
If i put everything i have into it
Eventually im gonna get whats good for me

[chorus fade til end]