Subcutaneous grin

There's something here I'm hiding,
Somewhere under this skin.
Buried below resides this,
Subcutaneous grin.

There's something I'm denying,
Something I was something I've been
Under this latex lining, filed back
Behind the sin.

Fortunes of embarrassment, rich with ignorance...

There's nothing here worth wanting,
Roots to my spine these lies.
You'll see it when I drop my guard,
You'll spit it back in my eyes.

All walls disintegrating,
Old paths forgotten in time.
My pasts my violations,
Subcutaneous crimes

Go away just go away, memories corrode my head.
Never "past" forever stay ever deep stay fucking dead.

Go away don't let me speak that pussy assed "poor me" bullshit.
I was weak, fear that I'm still, so to the past, I weld these lips.

Fortunes of embarrassment, rich with ignorance,
Obsessions sad digressions I'd just soon forget.
Now I'm hiding....