Broken spirit

I'm grateful
So grateful for all the lord has done in my life
For seeing me faithful
For changing my heart
And making everything right
His mercy and power
His name is worthy of my praise
Knowing this I still can't
Understand why I still go astray

Maybe I'm not in my word enough
Maybe I just need to pray
Preaching and teaching I've heard enough
Just need to change my way
Lord it's not that I don't hurt enough
Cus lord God it breaks me down
And all that I have left to offer up
Are the tears streaming down and a broken spirit
Contrite heart

Can I ask a question
Is this how it's supposed to be
My makeup and nature
Automatically separates you from me
I refuse to go a single day without you in my life
I promise I mean it
But I still feel full of everything that ain't right

There is a war going on in my members
I was baptized in the fire
Was delivered
Lord do it again
Baptize me again
Oh lord touch it again
Because I know what
You can do with a broken spirit
And a contrite heart
Hmmm yeaah
Contrite heart

Lord I'm so sorry, sorry for the way I am
It breaks my spirit, breaks my heart
But you can fix me, you can make me better
You can can take me and make me know
Broken spirit ooohh uhhhh
Broken spirit contrite heart