A farewell to my dearest scatterbrain

I left you there so wasted
Discarded by my friends
I'm never coming back here
This is where old me ends

My confidence is so fake
I know I'm going to fall
But it's better to have gone here
Than to dream about it all

I need this
I need this

I'm starting to feel lucky
But also quite afraid
This beautiful beginning
I have reached a point of no return
I cannot bring you past here
You have to stay and fade
I'm moving slowly forward
All alone and not so afraid anymore

I need this
I need this

I'm never looking backwards
The more I do, I'll crack
I'm never looking backwards
I know you're there but I am never coming back
I'm never coming back
I'm never coming back here
I'm never coming back

I need this
I need this
So long
Good luck
Goodbye