Cataplexy

Like cobbles in the pavement I'm starting to crack up
From all the pointless talking that I have given up
And I am giving things time to settle before I hate this
Some things are meant for others
Some things are meant for me
I'm trying to distinguish if I'm trapped or if I'm free
But all I see is this life, this cage that I'm in is changing

Because I'm getting older, baby
Can't you see I'm losing? Every moment hurts me
Can't you see that maybe we are moving too fast
Why can't I just fall to the ground?
Everything gets older, baby
Everything you love will die
I hope that maybe everyone will realise I'm falling apart
Why can't I just fall to the ground?

Like feathers in the snowstorm I try to settle down
I always look like falling but never hit the ground
And I am losing my mind just trying to find some reasoning
You losers seem so happy with everything you're not
I want what I am losing
I hate what I have got
And my emotions are worn, all tattered and torn and broken

Because I'm getting older, baby
Can't you see I'm losing? Every moment hurts me
Can't you see that maybe we are moving too fast
Why can't I just fall to the ground?
Everything gets older, baby
Everything you love will die
I hope that maybe everyone will realise I'm falling apart
Why can't I just fall to the ground?

Like feathers in the snowstorm I try to settle down
Falling ever closer and hoping for the ground
But the spin of the world keeps keeping me up and falling

Because I'm getting older, baby
Can't you see I'm losing? Every moment hurts me
Can't you see that maybe we are moving too fast
Why can't I just fall to the ground?
Everything gets older, baby
Everything you love will die
I hope that maybe everyone will realise I'm falling apart
Why can't I just fall to the ground?

Like something out of nothing I hope to be at peace
I sit and wait and listen and need for anything
I dream of touching the ground