Girl16

Waiting for obituaries and reading you name
I guess it never happened
Your name never came
Too far to react to the news Lauren told me
Is Lauren you?
If so, I loved her too

I can't be here because I'm there
I care so much, so much that you don't care

A superstar that outburned me
I guess I never loved you
If you never loved me
Something in your silence and no more news
I guess you think I'm stupid
I guess I am too

Just live your life without me now
I cared so much that I don't see how

Remember the first night?
Remember the first I love you?
Remember my name?
How could you...

A love that died with you still lives on in me
A love that died with you still cries for me
A love that died with you still lives on in me
A love that died with you still lives on in me
A love that died with you still lives on in me
A love that died with you still cries for me
A love that died with you still lives on in me
A love that died with you still lives on in me

I screamed your name into the night sky
Who heard me? Your God (I don't think so)
Didn't have to die because of me
This girl sixteen who is now deceased

Did you ever really love me?
Did you ever really need me?
My heart still feels the beating of your heartbeat
I guess that mine just has to carry on
So don't log on