On your parade

Everything you ever wanted you claim just floats far away
I could be all you've ever needed
But you never feel the same
You only smile when you're drinking
And I love the way you smile
You tell me that you really love me
But I know that that's the alcohol

Lying staring at the ceiling waiting calmly for your call
I could be all you ever wanted instead of your nothing at all

One of these days I'm gonna tell you
I'll really piss on your parade
To know that someone really cares about you
Means you can never moan about that again

Sitting cautiously at college hoping you'll be walking home
I only want to be your sunshine, I never want to shine alone

More than just your comedic friend, I want to be your all
I guess you'll never really ever notice unless I tell you it all

Watching you complain about loneliness
You say "thank God I have my friends!"
I wish I could say "I love you more than anything"
I can't but in my head I can