The big light

Cold and afraid and waiting for something to arrive
A life now expired, spent so much time scared of being alive
Never again rely on a heavenly surprise
Eyes squeezed so tight, scared to see my eventual demise

It's the big light, it's the big light
But I don't want to go, no I don't want to go
To the big light, to the big light
Without letting you know that I won't you go

Friends, family and doctors never easing the pain
I lived a life of reclusiveness so they'd me fade
Never again relying on a need for goodbyes
Just need you here, I can feel it in the tears in your eyes

It's the big light, it's the big light
But I don't want to go, no I don't want to go
To the big light, to the big light
Without letting you know that I won't you go

It's the big light, it's the big light
But I don't want to go, no I don't want to go
To the big light, to the big light
Without letting you know that I won't you go

I will not let you go, I will not let you go
I will not let you go, I will not let you go
So stay and hold me and never let go of me
I'll never let go of you...