X-rays for breakfast

Lying here alone wishing I could hold you
But you've gone back home
Take another pill, looking through my diary
Who else should I call?
Who else has to know?

You and I were something special
But you want to settle down
I am only holding you back, so you've gone

We were holding hands this time last Sunday
But now my hands are cold
Scanner sees my brain but not what I'm thinking
I wish you could had stayed
I just loved you too much

"It is for the greater good," you said
"If you really love me then you'll want to see me happy
Which is why I'm going to go"

Your life will move on, mine is stuck in stasis
Until I will soon ascend
I loved you so much that I had to see you happy
Now you're happy it's the end
Goodbye
Goodbye
I tried
I died