Not sober

It starts with a quiver
A thought provoke shiver
A fear I can't deliver
They don't need me, they don't need me

The comfort of my home
Now feels like a prison
My thoughts lacking reason
No one loves me, no one loves me

I'm afraid of the dark
When I'm alone with my thoughts
So here's to a fort falling apart
I'm not sober
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

I lie 'cause I'm shameful
My movements weaken, I stall
A complete lost of control
I'm a failure, I'm a failure

It's like taking the beating
Hung from the ceiling
Your fear is only a feeling
But it's painful, why is it painful?

I'm afraid of the dark
When I'm alone with my thoughts
So here's to a fort falling apart
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

I'm afraid of the dark
When I'm alone with my thoughts
So here's to a fort falling apart
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

It starts with a quiver
A thought provoke shiver
A fear I can't deliver
They don't need me, they don't need me