Alive again

I felt it turn to come and go
Don't worry no one ever knows
I don't know why it just won't die
It breaks me in to stay alive
I know it hurt a lot like you
C'mon I know that you felt it too

It hurts the same and that's ok
I never liked him anyway
I know

It seems so long since I've been gone
I got so used to just hanging on
I feel so wrong
I don't belong
I got so used to just hanging on

I'm used to starving out instead
It's easier than faking it
Sometimes it hurts but
That's no worse than all those times
I guess it works
I know they walked away with a piece of me

The more I know that I won't go
The more I bruise from laying low
I walk around like I'm alive again
But I know it's just not the same

Shut up
I'm sorry I broke it all
I don't know why it just won't die
And I'm fading